Alive ... but not feeling alive. A paradox from the modern society … written by the well known romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

What does it really mean to feel alive?!

Well ... it’s quite difficult to define ... because in fact we are alive, but we just believe that we don’t feel it.

It’s a paradox ... but we continue on this path for such a long time ... not understanding what is really going on.

During the years, it happened few times ... that different persons declared that they wanted to kill me ... for reasons difficult to be understood.

An important guy i know ... owning a big security company explained me ... that if someone wants to kill you ... will just do it ... but never give you a reason to believe that will do it.

I understood he was right.

Those persons had the illusion that they wanted to kill me ... and i had the illusion that they wanted that too ... so it was all in illusion.

But the funny thing was that i felt alive in those moments ... and appreciated life a little bit more for a while.

I jumped from the status of not feeling alive to the status of being aware that i could lose something that i actually don’t feel that i have.

So ... what was the lesson behind the illusion that someone wants to kill me?!

Well ... i thought for a while ... and then i forgot again how to feel alive ... and i only remembered when i became extremely unhappy for long periods of times.

 

Later ... after 1-2 years another idiot appeared again ... telling me that he wants ... to kill me ... for a non sense reason.

And again felt alive.

So ... the message behind the message was quite simple ... i did not appreciated a very thing ... my life.

And we all probably do the same ... even if being alive is the most precious thing that really matters.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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